4/29/10
Okay it's official. I have "Diffuse Large B Cell Lymphoma". Yay me. Waiting for the Doc office to call with the appt for the next Oncologist I see. Nice Jewish Doctor who will schedule the chemo. I go back to Doctor Rae Dawn Chong on June 2nd. That's a follow up to make sure no other bones are affected. If so I'll get a Titanium rod implanted to reinforce said bone. Wonder if Adamantium claws are part of the procedure? Hey I can hope. Does the chemo always make your hair fall out? I am NOT going to look good bald. Maybe it'll just turn it a weird color or something. I think my head is kind of weird shaped. Besides I have a scar on the left side from busting my head open when I was 18. It's probably ugly as hell. If I have to be bald I'm gonna buy some of those retro 50's snap brim lids. Or tatoo my dome like Bam Bam Bigelow. But I'm still getting some cool headgear.
Angry? Yes.
Scared? Shitless.
Gotta go talk to the boss now. I need a couple days to gather myself somewhat. Plus I've been barely containing myself up to this point. Now that I know that I have cancer I don't trust myself dealing with customers and their petty complaints. What the fuck is next? Boils? Nuclear hemmoroids? A stroke where I can only blink one eye? Flesh eating bacteria? Stick it in a little farther It's only halfway up my chest.
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